This year is absolute rubbish for me,
I cant pray enough for it to sort itself out and give me a break,
as most of you know I have been ill since xmas and it has took several doctors visits,
specialist and hospital visits etc to get to now, and that is without the loss of nearly 6 stone in weight, I have finally got my tablets to take, so have started taking them today,
and not coped very well after having to put my dear furry friend of 16 years down on Friday,
and to top that all my dear was rushed into Ipswich hospital yesterday morning as while he and mum where out shopping he felt bad, they thought he was having a heart attack or stroke,
so he had to stay in the hospital overnight which was many miles away from me who does not drive, so could not even go to visit him, that hurt so much.
He came home this evening under the diagnosis of a heart murmur.
Have been to see him and gave him the biggest cuddle I could.
I have not crafted an atom and not even felt like it since sometime last week,
but thanks to few very dear friends, after the last couple of days, through their support
actually feel like staying on this planet now and actually getting back to doing some crafting.
Thank You ladies you know who you are, you mean a real lot to me.
I really do appreciate it all, and hope I can return the favour to you sometime
x x x